Hey everyone!  What's up?  I hope you all have had a good day so far!  So...i had an APUSH test today and i think it was easy but that usually means i just didnt know what i was doing and i'll end up with like an F or something on it.  but anyways...tomorrow i'm hangin out with lori.  i think we are goin up to the blue springs bowling alley b/c they have like a grand opening special thing going on.  Then tomorrow night i'm supposed to be hanging out with jeremy but i don't even know if that will be happening...oh well.  Anyways...i'm bored so i'm gonna go...love ya'll lots...smooches...bye.

ok...so once again things are bugging me to the point that i don't know what to do or where to turn....the things people say, or do, or their lies...all the hatred that people seem to have in their hearts...all of it is just tearing me up inside.  I mean come on people...seriously...how hard is it to at least show people some consideration or if you care about them to tell them you love them.  And take chances...if you like someone just lay it all on the line, take some risks...if it was meant to be then good but if not oh well. (I think i need to take some of my own advice but anyways)  I have learned first hand that God brings people into your life for a reason....you can learn a lot from different experiences...you can ask any of my friends i have learned a tremendous amount in the past year about the type of person i want to be and the type of person i want to be with...anyways enough rambling for now...love ya'll lots! bye.

oh and one more thing...it bugs me how people can say they like a person when they don't even know them...somebody (who will remain nameless) told me that they liked me and i haven't really talked to him that much since around courtwarming last year. i mean like i said i have been through so much and so many life changing experiences.  i feel like the only person that actually "knows" me is lori and i just think that's crappy.